Oh well. Maybe its fate or a curse, depending on your perspective. I’m sure things will work themselves out and we both will move on for the better, with people that will better suit them. But we have a little 7 yr old girl together so things are much more complicated , so it feels like I have to tippy toe around matters so things dont get even worse.

It sucks bigtime. I admit it, I feel horrible and its tough to go to work everyday with my stomach killing me like its been doing wondering if I’m really doing the right thing. At least I have friends to rely on who understand, and certain outlets to get out my inner thoughts on things. Maybe someone out there now understands what Im talking about and have been though the same and worse.

I dont think I ever posted a pic of myself on my own website but if you go to http://www.facebook.com/EvilEngine you will get all you can handle.

I have compared the Nexus One’s screen to various other phones and its beat them all hands down in blackness level, fine pixel detail, color and even viewing angles and the owners of the other phones even agree. Funny thing, all the owners of this phone feel the same way, and the only ones posting on these forums and comment sections on websites have never held a Nexus One in their hand or seen one up close. They blindly believe these sites and the opinions given by so called scientists and “PHD contenders” yet cant make up their own minds.

God bless America!

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I purchased a new modem so I didnt have to rent the one from Comcast that I have been using for the past 5 yrs. You know Comcast, stop forcing rentals on items that after so many years the customer should own.

But to get this new modem working I had to call tech support and give some simple information about the new Motorola modem, stuff like MAC address etc. No prob, simple. The guy couldnt get the modem to work, said I should wait overnight so the system could enable the modem to connect to the service. I did that, and no service. Called back the next day and the new tech guy said the reason why I couldnt get the modem working was because I had to turn the old one in first , simple system bug and its important that I do that first. So i did that. Of course after 3 hours of being on hold until the guy could figure this out.

So we turned in the old one to the comcast office which was clear across the other side of town. Called again to see if they could enable the modem. Nope. The guy said he couldnt do because I had a recent discount put on my account for my Blast service, of 25 down 4 up. OOOOOK I said, just do what you have to do to get my modem working. Guy puts me on hold again for 20 min. But this time the modem works! YEY!!! So I thought.

I asked the guy to transfer me to the sales dept so I can talk about upgrading, hell I was being generous. So he did. Another 30 min on hold.

Sales guy answers, again some dude in Malaysia who couldnt speak simple english, tells me SURE we can upgrade you. To 22 down and 3 up. WHAT???? I already get that speed + MORE with my blast service. He tells me, well you are only guarenteed 16 down. Ok, how much to upgrade to ULTRA Mr Steve whatever, uhhhh only 7 bucks?? WOW thats great! Nope.

You see the guy said I dont qualify for the true Ultra speed of 30 down and 7 up because I dont get tv service. OK, but I get powerboost now with my current service, couldnt you guys just boost me up a tier and call it a day and charge me another 7 bucks, NO he said… cant do it. He told me I shouldnt even be getting the powerboost feature on my current service anyways. Ugh!!!

Fuck you lying piece of crap I thought to myself, and asked to talk to another sales rep. After hemming and hawing the guy finally transfered me to another guy, who I explained my situation to and without a warning…. beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. He hung up on me. FUCKTARD!!!

I called again and got to another salesrep named LO, who finally explained to me what the fuck is going on. I give LO respect, he was honest and didnt bullshit me. Probably a guy just trying to make a living and wasnt trying to make a quick buck or piss off a customer.He explained to me the Ultra speed was actually slower than what I was currently getting and I shouldnt even waste my time getting an upgrade because it would be slower.

Thank you finally. Explained to me what really is going on.

Comcast you fuckers, Verizon is besting your service and is on your ass in customer service. Better watch out your gonna lose more customers by treating them like you are. 5 fucking years and I get treated this way.

Oh and to everyone wondering what happened to the website, the damn host was being a dork and forgot to process the payment. Looks like its time to find a replacement.

The unreal engine UDK got me excited at first then I mellowed out. I have lots of game ideas and friends to help make it, so why am I so uninterested? One of those wierd things I guess. Any of you have a love/hate relationship with your favorite hobbies too?

Rachel Porcaro knows she’s hardly rich. When you’re a single mom making 10 bucks an hour, you don’t need government experts to tell you how broke you are.

But that’s what happened. The government not only told Porcaro she was poor. They said she was too poor to make it in Seattle.

Wow IRS, wtf?? Is this common practice for them? I’m speechless.

But thats besides the case. What bugged me about this incident is how the guy was caught. Now I don’t know the guy or anything, but I’m a little disgusted in the practices of the FBI in this case. It reminds me of the damn RIAA and the way they sue 80 yr old ladies or 12 yr old kids for downloading .MP3s.  Now I admit I used to use LimeWire, Napster and several other apps back in the day to download various media but after the Napster crap that started happening and the amount of virus’ being shared in P2P programs I quickly dumped that method of downloading for other ways(newsgroups,torrents etc). But the idea of the FBI spying on P2P apps really is smelling Anti-American and heading into Nazi territory. Whats wrong with our country that a guy isnt even given a chance to defend himself over something like accidently downloading a file and it had illigal porn in it instead. This sounds like the FBI mislabled a movie file so the guy would download it , only to be tricked into committing a crime.

I dunno, this really bugs me ALOT. How many times have any of you accidently downloaded a file that turned out to be something else. If this becomes common practice with fledgling police officers or federal agents who know nothing of how the internet works, this could mean most of our country could be placed in prison camps for getting spam email.

The meeting went how we wanted, after having to hear the teachers complaints about halee and me as a parent, typical passing the buck bullshit. Not wanting to take the blame for her own actions or use her so-called training to learn how to deal with students with various personalities.

Halee is a very smart kid, so much that she gets bored easily. Thats how I was in school. Everything bored me. I didnt want to learn about a racist named George Washington, or read the two paragraphs how Indians were roaming the plains of the united states. In reality we all know they were all murdered and used as slave labor for the evil white man. Yes, even as a kid I knew the truth. So Halee is the same way and learns like I do. Some teachers are just not trained to know this I guess.

Anyhow, the meeting was a success and we got Halee into another class. I just wish I didnt have to talk to that evil women who drained me of my will to live. Ughhh.