Hmm

People ask me why I dont do any game modding anymore. I’m not too sure how to answer that question other than to say I guess I’m not interested right now in doing any of that. I thought at first maybe because its so much hard work to make that stuff, but thats what used to get me excited about doing it in the first place. Maybe its because of my real life getting in the way. Works been a struggle as of late, personal life is kinda stagnant and there hasnt been anything really to inspire me, not even any really good movies. Could be my age(I’m 34 now), or maybe I’m waiting for something.

The unreal engine UDK got me excited at first then I mellowed out. I have lots of game ideas and friends to help make it, so why am I so uninterested? One of those wierd things I guess. Any of you have a love/hate relationship with your favorite hobbies too?